Drowning

Why do people work so hard? For money? For their love one? No one know the real answer, do they? Cause it depends all on your perspective.. For me..I don't know the answer..

Just because you get a bad review, does it make you a poor worker? Again, I dunno..all I know is, because of that one review, my whole day has turned upside down. I always believe that I am easily persuaded..and here's the prove...a good review could cheer me up a 100%, up to the point that I can't stop smiling to myself..but a bad review? Poof! There goes my day..moodswing 100%..

What is my purpose in life? What am I really fit to do? Why do I feel like I can never do something good enough..or be that bit better than someone else? Why do I feel so average? And why can't I stop thinking about these questions now..do I really have no one special capability? Am I always destined to be just an average person?

I dunno..